crushcrushcrush
Oct. 19th, 2024 06:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
i don't know how to feel anymore. it all feels destructive, it feels like if i continue on, it'll be for nothing. i'll be a plane crash with the many passengers being shards of my heart and the fire starts because of my carelessness. i just want to pluck the pieces off a flower to determine my luck with you. will i win or will i lose it all? it's my first time gambling so i apologize for the carelessness. i'm in such close proximity with you my mind goes blank. there's nothing in my head you know. go inside my brain and see a mirror waiting for you. it's you i'm thinking of. it's always been you.